June 18, 2010 § Leave a comment

Finals. Done. Photographed and printed. Not what I would call my best work. Probably not my worst work either. Will it pass? Hopefully.

So I’m looking down the barrel of a drastic change in lifestyle here in the coming months. I feel like I’m at this point, this fork in the road. And we can continue down the path we’re on which right now looks about like a great black hole of uncertainty or we can travel down this little fork that’s suddenly sprouted up.
Six months ago, I would have told that little fork to go fork himself…but today, today I am a little older, a little wiser with a couple more life experiences under my belt. And today I say – bring it on fork! Let’s see what you got. Hopefully it’s got a grab bag of opportunity and growing experiences. Challenges, to be sure, but you know what? I need a new challenge. I’ve been challenge deprived for quite some time.
And while many will disapprove of our new joint-venture into this vast world of opportunity and at the same time restriction – I hope we do it. I’m all in. Now it’s up to the lovely husband to toss in his chips and show his hand. Maybe he’s bluffing (which is why I won’t tell you what this fork is until the t’s are crossed and the i’s dotted).
But there you have it, my faithful readers and strange internet peoples, my cryptic vent of how marvelous I feel today at 1:15 in the morning. I am blocking the bad and embracing the good…now all I have to do is send that little ball to his home…because he wants to go home!


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